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I can’t love I can only say ‘I love you’ the words don’t correspond to an inner-state not anymore at least the only thing you can measure about a person is their behavior not their thoughts so the thoughts can do whatever they want including disappear I’m not the characters in my books semi-opaque glittering emerging half-through language half through what isn’t written pure suggestion more luminous than I am I just jerk off and stare at my computer
