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how does a panic attack begin ?
nowhere like a wave deep out at sea
or like the wave which hides inside and
the smallest particles of matter or strings
which write the allegory of the cosmos
rain chant ring charm rain all day rain
when I close my eyes I wonder if I am imagining
it if I’m still asleep under the covers like a
dead man like a dead thing forgotten or
sleeping giant in a cave part of the mythical
cycle spring to winter
summer to fall birth to death
