how does a panic attack begin ?

nowhere like a wave deep out at sea

or like the wave which hides inside and

the smallest particles of matter or strings

which write the allegory of the cosmos

rain chant ring charm rain all day rain

when I close my eyes I wonder if I am imagining

it if I’m still asleep under the covers like a

dead man like a dead thing forgotten or

sleeping giant in a cave part of the mythical

cycle spring to winter

summer to fall birth to death

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