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Subway Diary

novalis
2 min readNov 2, 2019

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A man in a green coat is asleep and smells like vinegar. Nobody sits near him. The man next to me is humming a tune with no melody very loudly and very enthusiastically. It’s 11a.m.

Americans are so enamored of equality, they would rather be equal in slavery than unequal in freedom.
Alexis de Tocqueville

I don’t know if there is such thing as meaning, but I do know that there are degrees of meaninglessness; I do know that our automated, pre-packaged, silly way of living is getting more meaninglessness, is more meaningless than its alternatives. If we can’t approach infinity, we can approach zero. I look at the phone zombies around me — on the street, the subway, cafes, grocery stores: everywhere — and think: could they even muster a protest, a coherent intellectual response to an intellectual criticism? Probably not. We’re comfortably stupid and increasingly comfortable being stupid — and un-self-reliant and petty. I can’t imagine a phone-addict defending themselves philosophically, with words. We’re increasingly incapable of using words; we can only use pictograms, like little kids. We’re the cognitive chattel of unrelenting Internet commerce (and we don’t realize it).

Maybe I’m provoked by Halloween culture: adults my age (30ish) running around like their favorite 2006 suburban sleepover never ended (which is to say: trapped in the cozy materialist spirit of the Bush years).

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